Don't Cry Over Spilt Milk

To be honest, I’m an emotional girl.

 I cry.
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A lot.

While I can try to use my pregnancy as an excuse, I have less than 4 weeks left and then my great 9 month defense will be over! So today I’ve been pondering the ups and downs of life, the many reasons why I cry, and I decided that this needs to end. I want to be a strong mother, a mother who laughs when the world throws rocks at you, and a mother who won’t cry over spilt milk.

These last couple of weeks have been rough. Baby daddy got a job (*applause* (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ:・ﾟ✧) which is something to celebrate, but of course it also adds a new kind of stress to our lives. His boss is a pain in the butt, his hours are somewhat ridiculous, and he’s exhausted with juggling the rest of his busy life. But he’s doing it! And I know that my sensitive poopy attitude and constant tears is no help to the poor man, so today, I am putting an end to it!

So the next time I sneeze and pee myself, instead of crying or sitting in my urine in frustration, I am going to simply laugh and get up and clean myself. The next time I’m hurt or offended by words, instead of crying for hours about it and sobbing “Why me??” I am going to smile, take their words as inspiration to be a better person, and respond with love.  The next time I spill milk, I’m not going to cry.

Instead I will smile and love life. Because if I don’t, how am I going to survive?
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